♥SHARON;SHUQIN

2012-01-27T10:07:00.004+08:00

Haven been writing on my blog for about half a year !

So here's a quick update of my life:

Firstly, through my last class, i have learned a lot of things.
People who were once close with me was maybe just my imagination.
& yes, i was being stabbed in the back unknowingly till i almost fall apart.
Fake friends?
Yes, THEY WERE FAKE ALL THE WAY, IT'S JUST THAT I FAILED TO TELL.
& it hurts. but then again, i got to be close with another 2 classmates of mine.
Apparently, we shared the same thoughts and we were all being stabbed by people unknowingly, & thus we clique.
I'm starting to not believe in friendship anymore.
Why is that so? Where has the old Sharon went?
I realized i'm more introvert now.
I don't tell people my issue anymore,
unless i'm confident enough that they aren't FAKE.
I started to be afraid of people now. REALLY.
I don't know what went wrong with me.
& THEY GOSSIPED SAYING MY BF WANTS ME BECAUSE HE'S GAY.
ARE THEY PLAIN JEALOUS OR WHAT?! I FELT SORRY FOR DRAGGING HIM IN.
WELL, THAT'S LIFE.
Only bf & BESTEAS are with me thru these times.
THOSE ARE FRIENDS WHO CAME & NEVER LEFT.
FAKE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO CAME ONLY FOR A MOTIVE; TO DESTROY.

& now, i'm in my semester 2 class.
This class was one of the better ones including my year 1 class.
People in this class are more friendly.
They're not competitive.
They aren't jealous of you or whatsoever.
Thus, no back stabbing occurred.
But the old me had gone missing.
Just like my laptop did.
I don't talk much in class now.
I don't really trust the people around me now.
I would still sometimes breakdown & pour my sorrows to bf.
He knows nothing about consoling but i'm glad he made effort to make me laugh.

ANYWAY, I LEAVING FOR BATAM TOMORROW MORNING FOR SOME INTERNSHIP TRAINING !
& YES, I'LL BE WORKING IN "HOLIDAY INN" THERE. WILL BE BACK ON MONDAY.
HOPEFULLY, THE TRIP WOULD BE A FUN ONE.

SHALL END A PHOTO OF ME & BATAM HOLIDAY INN :D

♥300611; 20TH MONTHSARY.

2011-07-26T10:28:00.007+08:00

♥300611; 20TH MONTHSARY.
OKAY. SO IT WAS OUR 20TH MONTHSARY. HEHE
WENT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS AFTER SCHOOL THEN OFF TO CHOMP CHOMP! WHEEEEE.

& THIS CAKEEE. AWWW, BABY BOUGHT THIS FOR ME ♥

HEHEHEHEH. I LOVE YOU BABY. ♥

2011-06-20T14:51:00.005+08:00

WAHHH. MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING TODAY !
ONE WORD. BORING.
However, lesson wasn't as tough as the previous few weeks !
Today's lesson was so muchh easier luhhh. TSK.

Siann! Working at TPY later :(
Not boring but i'm just plain lazy today !
HAHAHAHAAH
& my tuition job has been cancelling these two weeks !
URGHHH. students went overseas for weeeks!
& now, my pay would be delayed !
SAD DIE ME :(

As i mention, went out for daddy's day dinner yesterday !
Manhattan's seafoood platter was AWESOMEE !
BUT THE BILL DON'T COME CHEAP HUH.
TOTAL BILL WAS 112 BUCKS !
BURNED A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET SIAHH.
With this amount, i could have a buffet steamboat at Joaquim at Suntec instead.
So daddy says, next time which is on my mommy's birthday, we should go there for dinner !

MANHATTAN'S SEAFOOD PLATTER FOR TWO. AWESOMEE ♥

TWO SETS ! HHEEHHEE. SHARED BY SIS & MOM, & DAD & ME. ♥

MY BRO'S NOOOB. DON'T EAT SEAFOOD. SO HE ATE THIS CHICKEN OF LIBERTY. LOOKS NICE THOUGH ! ♥

AWWW. I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH DADDY :( SADDED.

2011-06-19T22:20:00.006+08:00

SCHOOOL WAS FINE FOR ME THESE FEW WEEKS !
HHEEHHEEE, ANW, WENT LUNCH WITH BABES AT OLIVA RESTAURANT IN MY SCHOOOL!
YEAHH, IT WAS THE RESTAURANT WHERE WE APPARENTLY HAD OUR SERVICING LESSON THERE !
SERVICING WAS SUPER TOUGH & TIRING.
ALMOST DIED DURING EVERY WEEK'S SERVICING.
WHAT WE BASICALLY NEED TO DO IS TO SERVE CUSTOMERS !
MANY ARE DIFFICULT CUSTOMERS THOUGH ! URGHH.

OKAY. ENOUGH OF THOSE. HERE ARE THE PICTURES ! :D

SHUQIN; LIMIN; YUNICE; JIAYI; CHIEWTING ♥.

2011-06-06T13:07:00.003+08:00

baby boy, i know we had a really bad week last week.

But, i'm really tired of arguing,
tired of fighting for my stand,
tired hearing promises which never comes true,
tired of guessing what you're thinking each day,
tired of differentiating between truth & lies,
tired of having spoilt nights,
tired of your attitude & temper tht you're showing me when we quarrel,
tired of hearing lies almost everyday tht are not admitted,
tired of making you to speak up & tell me what's wrong,
tired of strengthening my heart to accept more heartbreaks,
& tired of accepting sorry(s) tht never make you change.

Boy, i truly hope you can try to compromise as much as i do,
try to speak up & tell me what's wrong,
try to make all your promises come true,
try to admit your lies whenever i exposed them & not defend for yourself,
& lastly, CHANGE whenever you said "sorry".

I just wanna let you know,
no matter how much we quarrel,
how much we both scream & shout, cry & hurt,
I LOVE YOU BOY, I REALLY DO. ♥

I know i can be demanding & quite unreasonable at times.
But no one's perfect. I'm sorry boy.
Though you have many bad habits too, I STILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. ♥
However, i just hope you would change to be a better man, not only for me but for the people around you as well. ♥

2011-05-15T13:24:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps! School the past few weeks was alright.
But, i felt damn shagg! :/
Firstly, did i mention tht i am currently working two jobs?
One was tutoring as per normal, & i had found another job doing telemarketing for a well known real estate group called DWG. :))
Seeee ! Tht's how busy my life had become! D:
No worries, my perseverance level is high okayy!

Anyways, Friday was our Culinary Science & Kitchen Operations module!
So, yeahhhh! Formal again. URGHH. Like everyday uhhh !
Went out with my darling classmates after schoool!
I had been to timbre but i dint know the outlet at Arts House was damn far luhhh can!
Moreover, i had forgotten to bring my slippers & thus i was with my stupid heels & blazer! DDDDD;

It started raining as we were walking there. Shit the weather luhhh!
Luckily we had seats fast since we went there early. :)
Chit chat, jokes, gossips & cam-whore just like our usual routine! HAHAHHS
We drink, drank, but not drunk! I felt tht i had really drank a lot tht night.
But i wasn't drunk at all okayy. I can hold my liquor well :)

Sometimes, i just wonder why girlfriends around you can understand you well enough or even more than your own boyfriend.
Yes. I had this feeling too. & it's true.
I'm sorry to say this but Baby would never understand me as much as my friends do. D:
Haishhh. Speechless.

We sat there listening to the live band, drinking, etc till bout 12am.
Baby came to fetch me by cab.
Was happy at first, but wasn't in the end.
Like what others say. Friday the 13th isn't a good day.
I used to not believing in such stuffs. But now, i guess i do. D:

Baby lost his phone in cab, we quarrelled, & my phone's prepaid left with 0 bucks due to the spamming of calls to his phone while trying to find it.
BAD DAY BAD DAY. THT'S ALL I COULD SAY.
But still, we're fine now :)
& i truly enjoyed tht awesome night w my darlings :D

So here's a picture. There are lots. If you guys wanna see, it's at my Facebook :))

2011-05-15T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hehheees! This post would be for Mother's day 080511 :)
It was a Sunday. Went to work early in the morning. Then met mommy and family at Nex mall after work!

We ate at Shabu Shi :))
Not so bad, at least it was slightly better than the outlet at Hougang where the ingredients are all very limited ! D:

After makan, we went around shop shop & shop.
Mommy & jie bought rings from SK.
Richh hor ! tsk !
But damn nice ehhh!
Jealous me D:

Walked pass a shop & something caught my eyes.
Hehhees! A bag tht i had always wanted!
& yeahh, i bought it :D 30 bucks!
But, it can endure my heavy stuffs lehh! D;
Used it for like a week only, & it seems like it's gonnna tear !
The position of the strap not gooood luhhh.
It's hung from the top, not sides.
URGHHHH. SAD DIE ME. DDDDDD:
Nevermind, i'm gonna get a better one when my pay comes in :)

So, here it goes, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ♥

2011-05-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT. So, Saturday was our 18th Monthsary. Baby, you know i need you and i want you.
Things hasn't been going right for both of us these few days or should i say weeks?
However, the rainy storm is almost gone and our rainbow will appear sooon!
So ya! I feel that the month of April was really bad, really bad. Not only it was bad was my relationship with baby, my bestie's relationship with his girl (which was also my bestie) did not go well either. I would just name him Z and his girl Y in order to protect them.

I kinda felt really sad for Z. But neither baby nor i could do anything for him as we ourselves couldn't resolve ours. Now that mine has been better, i truly hope to help Z. I have know Y for 6 years including this year and we had been besties till now. I have also known Z for 6 years but only became like very very close two years ago. I couldn't really explain why Y has changed a lot ever since tht "cruel incident" was brought upon her. I understands her loss but it seems that she's trying to conceal her inner emotions. Since then, she has been laughing at things or matters that wasn't even funny at all. & she has changed.

So back on what happen between them, i feel that Y is being selfish. I'm so sorry to say this to you. But you really were. If i could still control you, perhaps, this wouldn't have taken place.

Firstly, i hate girls who flirt behind their partners back! I CALL THEM SLUTS. i hope i would not be able to classify Y under such categories. If you have a bf, for goodness sake, stick to your man! I do not mean tht you can't go out with friends and have fun, but doing every single thing together is definitely a no no!

Secondly, Y rather work with a guy she has known for about a month or two than to work with her bf who had been worrying sick of you for the past few months. So yeah, do you still think you are being self mindful of your own status?

Next, Z went all the way to your workplace to pass you an important thing which is essential for your survival. You know what it is. And what did Z saw? You went to eat with tht guy. He's trying to control to not think too much. So, he sat down on your table. And guess what, you have been chatting with tht guy non stop like Z didn't exist. WTF. Do you know how hurt he felt? NO.

What you did next? Whenever you're out with your friends, your own bf couldn't call you? You would get mad at him for nothing and don't even want to reply his text messages! WELL, WHAT KINDA GF ARE YOU?!

When he bought something just for you? What was your reaction? Not even a thank you. Not even a sentence of "dear, love you!". WHAT WAS YOU THINKING THEN.

All your FB posts was like directed at him. Do you even know that he was really afraid to lose you. He had no choice but to confide in me and baby. But his request was tht i was not allowed to tell you or else he would commit suicide! DO YOU EVEN KNOW THIS BITCH. sorry to use this word, but i couldn't stand it anymore.

The reason why he insist is that he knew you would get angry the moment you knew he told us all about you! But if you know you did nothing wrong, why would you get mad?!
Do you even have the right to get mad at him when you're the one flirting behind him?!!

You have made me lose all respect i had for you as your bestie. WAKE YOUR FCUKING MIND UP NOW OR IT IS TOO LATE. He's such a nice guy who love you for who you are and even when you are flirting behind his back, he still tried to believe in you! WHAT BOUT YOU BITCH. I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU ONE TIGHT SLAP IF I WAS IN YOUR SCHOOL WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.

Anyway, edited this picture for baby! HEHHEEES, he bought me this! damn cute hor?!

BOY, I LOVEE YOU SO. ♥

Shen Mu Yu Tong - 寬恕 Kuan Shu w/ lyrics

2011-04-29T12:06:00.003+08:00

This song explains my feelings. Baby, i just want you to understand and tht i don't wanna lose you boy.
But i'm soo soo afraid tht you might go bonkers anytime if you continue this way :'(

okayy. I'm sooo tired recently. Guess it's due to schoool reopen and the changes in time table that made me shagg :/
I'm not only physically tired but also mentally tired.
Had a @#$%^&* tiff yesterday. But baby, i truly hope you could understand me.
You did not know how much it hurts me to see you not understanding me at all.
Perhaps i did not understand you as well or, I'm losing my understanding in you.
And, i don't know why it happens.
There are a lot of things on my mind. Like really a lot.
I wanna know what were you thinking.
I wanna know if you do take my words seriously since you don't seems to hear what i actually wanted.
I wanna know if you cherish me as much as i cherish you.
I wanna know if you're still hiding any issues from me.
And many many more.
Baby, BUT ONE THING FOR SURE IS I LOVE YOU.❤
I just want you to understand how hurt i actually felt whenever you start kicking and knocking on stuffs.
I'm hurting.
Just like when i did %^& to myself, you starts your violence again.
You can't take it can you?
I'm feeling just the same as you or perhaps worst?
It's just tht i'm trying my best to conceal my inner emotions.
If i forcing myself to try my best to conceal, why baby you couldn't?
I felt like i was being thrown in a big big jungle by you and yet trying all means to find my way out but i just couldn't. You understand boy?
Take me out. I really wanna get out of this darkness.
I do not know if you really understand me.
But i know i needed you.
I needed you to guide me, getting me out of all this shit.
I wanted a sense of security.
Not all these violence that you're showing me.
You're just making me fall deeper into the darkness.
I hope you could try to understand.
I know you're trying to make me happy and i'm happy.
But material stuffs aren't enough.
I want personality. The basic ones. Just tht.
I'm trying my best too eventhough i'm seriously hurting a lot deep inside.
BUT BOY, I LOVE YOU, STILL.❤

2011-04-11T12:32:00.014+08:00

ALRIGHT, IT'S BABY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! HHEEHHEEEES!
HOWEVER, CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY WITH HIS FAMILY YESTERDAY INSTEAD!
HAHAHAH. WE WENT JB MAKAN AT WONG KOK CHAR CHAN TENG! NICE NICEEE!
HAD AN AWEESOMEE DINNER AND SHOPPING SPREEEE! BOUGHT BABY A SHIRT!
WANTED TO DO MANICURE AND PEDICURE DE! BUT NO TIME D:
NEVERMIND! STILL GOT NEXT TIME :DDDD

2011-04-01T14:57:00.004+08:00

♥ 300311;BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION CUM 17TH MONTHSARY!
I'm suchhha happy girl!
Felt so blessed to have baby and my awesome BESTEAS with me!
Early in the morning meet baby! Suppose to go Singapore Flyer de!
But siann! It's closed for maintenance! D:
So we ended up having our lunch at Robert's Coffee!
Headed to Bugis for our movie then back to Baby's house to meet his grandparents and sis!
Slack there awhile then headed to IMM for Ichiban Sushi! HHEEHHEEEES!
Cabbed back home for home celebration with family and baby! :DDDD

HHEEHHEEEES! BABY MADE ME A CARD AND GAVE ME A COUPLE BEAR! TEEHHEEEES! HOW SWEEEET OF HIM ♥
Boy, we fought at times, sometimes a small tiff but sometimes a big one.
I dint know why was your temper like this but i hope you understand how worried i was whenever you acted this way. I dislike the selfish you at times but still my love for you grows the moment i sees your sweeetness. Even your mom felt worried the moment she saw you acting like this. I knew how concern she was for you.
At times, i envy you a lot. Though you had a father who dont seeem to care for you as a dad, but at least you had your mom. Seeing you acting like this, she asked what happen to you, if there is anything can speak to her, saying she is worried for you. But as for me, my mom dont really bother how i was feeling. When we fought, she would only blame me. But yet, she forgotten to hear the inner story. She dint bother to ask what actually happen like your mom but instead poured cold water on me once more. Perhaps she dint know how hurting her words might be as she's probably like this all the way. She keeps saying we would not last long since we fought quite a number of times. But i guess she forgotten to at least sense how much i wanted us to last D: All i wanted was a sentence of concern. Just a simple: got any problems can speak to me okay? .
Boy, trust me, speak to your mom how stress you felt. Don't keep it in you. I dont wanna seee you acting like this, hitting yourself, screaming at yourself, or slapping yourself anymore alright?
Lastly. THANKS FOR THE LOVEEEE & SWEEEETNESS THAT YOU HAD GIVEN ME ♥
ME LOVEE YOU VERY VERY MUCHHHHHA ♥

2011-03-25T17:11:00.005+08:00

AHHAAHAHA!
WAS IN BABY'S DE AH MA HOUSE SINCE THIS MORNINGGG!
ALWAYS A HUNGRYYY ME D:
HAHHAHHS, THUS COOK FOR BABY AND MYSELF AGAIN!
TRIED OUT MY NEW RECIPE! HHEEHHEEEEES! SUCCEED!

OMELETE AS WELL AS STIR-FRY GINGER PORK!♥

HEADING TO WORK SOON!~ AFTER WORK NEEEEED RUSHH TO MY OLD NEIGHBOUR HOUSE WITH BABY TO JOIN MY MUMMEHHH!♥

2011-03-23T13:49:00.006+08:00

IMMA HAPPY HAPPPY GIRL!
ON MONDAY: WENT TO BABY DE AH MA HOUSE YESTERDAY MORNING!
NO ONE'S HOME SO ITS ME COOOKING FOR BABY AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH!
TAADAAA!

FRIED CRABMEAT, OMELETTE WITH CRABMEAT AS WELL AS MINCE PORK WITH BLACK BEAN(:

WENT TO BABY'S AH MA HOUSE AGAIN YESTERDAY!
LOVEEES HIS AH GONG DE COOOOKING!
YUMMMMMY YUMMMMMY!
HEADED TO WORK THEN MEEEET HIS AH MA AND AUNT FOR DINNER AT HOUGANG GREEEN!
WAHAHAHAHHA. WENT TO A TAIWAN RESTAURANT! DAMN NICE SIA!

THE BUBBLE TEA DAMN DIFFERENT FROM THE USUAL ONES THAT WE DRANK :))

OUR SIDE DISHES: FRIED SOTONG AND FRIED DUMPLING(:

TEEHHEEEEEES! GOING TO COOK FOR BABY NOW! I DAMN HUNGRYYY SIAH! ATE NOTHING TILL NOW!
LATER GONNNNA WATCH MOVIEEE WITH MY SWEEEET SWEEET DE BABY LO! MUAHAHAHAH.

PS: baby, though you might feel that you're always disappointing everyone around you including me, but i just wanna let you know that deep inside me, i would still AI SI NI!
Promise me that you wouldn't act violently like how you did yesterday alrights? ❤
WO HUI XIN TENG! D:
ME LOVEEEEEES YOU MUCHH MUCHHHA! MUACKKS ❤

2011-03-20T20:38:00.003+08:00

lalalalal!~
Morning went eat with baby's de grandparents and aunt!
Headed for work at 2 o'clock.
Cabbed back to his ah ma house after work!
wahahaha! I coook for baby again!
After makan le jiu head to Hougang mall for shopping!
Bought a lot of things! hheeehheeeess!
And, there is this mad man sitting opposite me clapping and calling dunnno who! siao one!

HHEEEHHEEEES! FRIED MAGGI WITH MINCE PORK!

WAHAHAHA! MY BLACK JACKET. BABY SAY I LOOK LIKE THOSE RIDE MOTORCYCLE DE! ((:

(Y) LADIES WANTS :DD

OMFGG. GET MY SALARY TODAY BUT YET 50 OVER BUCKS FLEW BECAUSE OF THESE!! D:

2011-03-19T23:03:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHOHOHHOHO! GUESSSS WHAT!
WENT TO BABY'S DE AH MA HOUSE EARLY MORNING AGAIN!
HUNGRYYYYY. NO ONE'S HOME!
BABY COOOK LUNCH! BUT BU HAO CHI SIA!
HIS MINCE PORK LIKE MACHAM DUNNNNO WAD SAMBAL.
THEN HIS EGG ALL CHAO TAH DE! D:
END UP ME STIR FRYING THE SLICE PORK FOR HIM THEN HE DO THE SEASONING :D
THUS, HEEHHEEEEES! DINNNNER WAS MY TURN!
STIR FRY MINCE PORK WITH BLACK BEAN AND OMELETTE WITH RICE WAS OUR DINNNNER.
PLUS THE LEFT OVER SLICE PORK SAUCE FROM NOOOON.
I COOOOOK DAMN NICE I TELLL YOU! HAHAHAAHAHAHA :DDDDDDD
AFTER COOKING, BABY CLEAN UP EVERYTHING THEN HE FETCH ME GO WORK!
ALMOST LATE, SO TOOOOOK CAB! DAMN EXPENSIVE SIA!
10 BUCKS GONE D:
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHHA! IM SLACKING WITH BABY WHILE IM POSTING THIS! HOHOHOHOOO!

OUR DINNER WITH LOVEEEEEEES(:

THIS MINCE PORK WITH BLACK BEAN WAS COOK BY ME HAHAHAAHHAA

I JUST LOVEEEE HOME COOOOOKED FOOOOD! MISSS MY MUMMEHH DE COOOOKING! D:
TOMORROW MORNING GOING THERE AGAIN, THEN OFF TO WORK. AFTER END WORK, MEEEETING BABY'S GRANDPARENTS AND AUNT AT AMK AS THEY WANNA GO COURTS TO BUY FURNITURE(:

2011-03-19T22:40:00.020+08:00

TEEHHEEEEEEEES! WENT AMK DE PIZZA HUT WITH BESTEAS TO HAVE A MINI CELEBRATION FOR ZHIWEI DE BIRTHDAY! AFTER DINNER HEADED TO PLAY POOL! HAHAHAHAHAAH! LET THE PICS DO THE TALKING! STILL GOT CHRISTOPHER ANY WAY. WHO ASK HIM GO OFF EARLY SO DINT TAKE PHOTO WITH HIM! D:

BABY & ME

SUBASHINI AKA BUDDY AND ME

ADEL AND ME

BAOHAO AND ME

LASTLY, BIRTHDAY BOY; ZHIWEI(:

YESTERDAY WAS TRULY AWESOME. JUST A MINI CELEBRATION CAN MAKE THE BIRTHDAY PERSON FEEL WONDERFUL. GREAT ISN'T IT? SOMETIMES, A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION DOESN'T HAVE TO BE AN EXPENSIVE ONE. IT'S THE SINCERITY THAT COUNTS. EVEN IF IT WAS LIKE ANY NORMAL DAY'S PLAY A FOOL BUT AT LEAST FRIENDS MADE THE EFFORT TO TURN UP :) TO SOME PEOPLE WHO THINKS THAT A CELEBRATION HAVE TO BE SOMETHING UNIQUE AND EXPENSIVE, THEN I WOULD FEEL PITY FOR YOU AS YOU DINT KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE SUCH SIMPLE SINCERITY. NOT POINTING FINGERS THOUGH(:

2011-03-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

teehheeeeeees!
Wednesday, 16th March: Met baby and Baohao on wednesday cause Baohao wanted to go change something at Bugis.
After change, went walk walk at Bugis streeeet while waiting for Christopher tht slow pok!
Bought my slippers which i long ago wanted cause mine realllly cui!
When rain will soaking wet de! D:
When the slow pok come then we played monopoly deal!
After dinner, Chris went for work, Baohao went home, then baby and i headed to his ah ma house for dinner as we hadnt had our yet!
Went Hougang mall makan with his grandparents and aunt! :DDD
Ate Aston!! teehheeeeees!
We then chatted a lot. realllly alot.
Bout baby's parents and many many more!
Baby, ni hao ke lian ohh! D:
Lastly, headed home! :D

TWO FOR $18. CHEAP HOR!

2011-03-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hi peeeeeps! I'm back! teehheeeees!
So! This is what i have beeeeen busy with lately:
2 March 2011; Swimming with Baby, Adel & Zhiwei :)
After swim, went to collect my salary, and Adel went to work!
When everything ended, meeetup with Adel and Zhiwei again but this time together with Christopher and Baohao for our dinner! teeeeeehheeeees!

7-9 March 2011; Went for baby's class chalet :)
At first i was a little reluctant to stay over but ended up staying over! haha!
A little wierd as i do not know most of his friends, but i must say, THEY ARE FRIENDLY AND GREAT JOKERS! HAHAHAHAAHAHA

11 March 2011; SEXXAYS BBQ CUM STAY-OVER :D
Haven really gather much with them since semester ONE was over.
Reason being: i was too busy and stress up with my semester TWO life, class conflicts, UT grades, etc.
But all these drew me closer to my cliques in E26B :)
Anyway, that night was pretty awesome except for the noisy sounds of frogs!
THERE WERE MANY LUHHHHH! HAHAHAH, SCARY!
For the first time, our foood last us throughout the night. haha!
Though a little boring this time round as we did not have any cards games with us but still, the most impt factor is that we finally gather together after one semester just like how we used to be!
We played some mini games which lasted like bout.... 5min or so! HAHAHAHAAH
As we got bored, we started our heart to heart chat! teehheeees!
Alot of questions were being asked! be it happy or sad, i still feeel that at least i am facing my true inner emotions face to face.....like finallllly! ahahaha.
I know that i'm not the type who will tell others what i am feeling if it was an emotional matter. But as for seeeing thru people, yeah, im pretty straight forward :)
AHAHAHA. So, for those who are a FAKER / had lied to me, be it a white lie or what, I KNOWS. SERIOUSLY. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BE IT CLOSE FRIEND OR NOT, I'M JUST KIND ENOUGH TO LET IT GO UNLESS YOU CONTINUE TO PROVOKE ME :) a little warning! hahahaha.
Coming back to the topic, we stayed there till about 7 plus 8 then we headed home!
Slept at bout 10plus, and woke at 1pm to prepare for work! can you imagine how tired i was! haishhhhh!

The rest of the days, it is either i was busy with work or i'm in baby's ah ma de house! His ah gong cook damn nice i tell you!
He's blessed to have them! :DDDDD

By the way, neeeeedless to say, you knows what happen right!

DEVASTATING VIDEOS WERE ALL AROUND THE SOCIAL NETWORK.
COULDN'T IMAGINE IF IT HAPPENS TO SINGAPORE. CHOY CHOY!
BUT TRUST ME, I SWEAR I FELT SCARED WHEN I WAS AT PASIR RIS PARK FOR MY SEXXAYS BBQ!
FOR SOME REASONS WHICH I DUNNNNO WAD, THE SOUND OF THE CRASHING WAVES WERE LOUDER THAN USUAL. ALSO, THERE WERE RUMORS THAT FROGS CAN PREDICT ANY UPCOMING TSUNAMI AND THERE WERE MANY FROGS THERE! REALLY. FOR THE FIRST TIME, I HAD THIS FEAR. BUT OBVIOUSLY, I KEPT IT TO MYSELF AS I DONT WANNA SCARE MY FRIENDS MAHHH!
STILL, I WENT HOME ALIVE! AHAHAHAHA!
LET'S PRAY FOR JAPAN :)

2011-03-04T14:55:00.006+08:00

IM LOVING MY SWEEET SWEEET BABY! :D
Sad to say, in the month of February, there's no 30th, the day which marks our monthsary (:
However, celebrated this day, our 16th monthsary on the 1st of March instead. HAHAHAAHAHAH.
Early in the morning went to baby's house.
His ah gong cooked fried meeee! hoooray! damn nice i tell you!
We then slack slack till bout 3plus then he send me off to work!
After work we went to have a sushi session AT SAKAE SUSHI!
WAHAHAHAHAA.
Though its only a mini celebration, i truly appreciated it soooo muchha!
Going through this months with tears and joy was really a great experience.
Baby wasn't as sweeeet before but he's trying hard to make it as sweet as possible, i know..
He isnt romantic at all tooo. But like i say, at least he's trying :)
Teeehheeees! Let the photos do the talking!

THIS IS THE SWEEEETEST THING HE HAS EVER DONE FOR ME! :DDDDDDDDDD
WOOOHOOO! THIS COMING MONDAY IM GOING TO HIS CLASS CHALET!
ANYWAYS. MANY MANY PLANS COMING UP AHEAD!
ZHIWEI'S BIRTHDAY, MY SEXXAYS BBQ, MY BDAE CELEBRATION,
AND MANY MANY MOREEEEEEEE!
MY WHOLE MARCH SCHEDULE IS ALMOST FULLY BOOKED!
IM SUCHHHA BUSY BUSY WOMAN!

2011-02-25T22:01:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAAHAH! SO. THIS IS THE SECOND POST!
So this is what i had been doing lately.
Firstly, went to the National Skin Centre super early this morning! :/
Reasons: due to this stupid skin condition of mine called Eczema.
Thanks to this stupid nose of mine which has morning signness everyday which hence increases my risk of having eczema. - according to the doctor.
And now, also thanks to this nose, i have a loud breathing sound since im more used to breathing by my mouth D:
i'm sucha sadgurl92@hotmail.com
Need to go back for a review two mths later. awwww. i had to skip lesson! D:

Anyway, secondly, this is what i have done. teehheeees:

And, yeah. Met my babes;Jaslyn,Siewgian,Diana and baby at ang mo kio for steamboat!
wahaaaahahah! same thing happens always!
WE ARE ALWAYS WASTING FOOOOD!~ TEEHHEEES. HAD A HARD TIME STUFFING OURSELVES IN ORDER TO SAVE THE CHARGES OF LEFTOVER SINCE WE'RE BROKE! HAHAHHAAHA
After steamboat, we went drinking, not pub nor club but void deck drinking! lalala.
Me and Jaslyn bought Vodka & baby & siewgian bought heineken beer.
We played the game called "7up". FUN. BUT I ALWAYS LOSE -.-
I ADMIT I WAS BAD AT COUNTING. HAHAHAHAHA
we then chatted alot.. real lot. bout our relationships and stuffs like tht.
Stupid siewgian keep jio me to buy one more cause we had finish ours!
LOL! Heineken sucks. really D: i never like the taste of beer. not before not now.
Jaslyn looks kinda sey. Think she couldnt take too much though she only drank a bottle of vodka. LOL!
Diana don't drink. what a good girl huh. but she tried ours a bit though.
We slacked till bout almost 12 midnight then cabbed home! :DDDDD

Awwwww. Had a wonderful day with them. Miss my babes D:
I want another outing with them luhhh! but siewgian going back malaysia D:

2011-02-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

teehheeeees! Just realize i hadn't blog for like sooo damn long.
As in "real" blogging :DDDD
So, i guess there is gonna be 2 posts.
hahahah! Bear with me pleaseeeee!

Yeahh, so this is what i have beeen doing recently.
FIRSTLY, Work! I'm working like almost everyday! D:
shaggedgirl_92@hotmail.com
i'm feeeling soo tired in Semester two for don't know what reason!
Work tiredness in addition to stress from studies & in addition to friendship conflicts in class made my days in this sem worst than ever!
Haish. Now that this has over, i shall not broad over it anymore.
Anyway, took neoprints with my babes on the last day of our exam! teehheees!
I guesss it was them whom made my life goes on in class or else i would be soooo...
DEAD.
HAHAH~ DAYTONA WITH MY CLIQUES; DIANA,SIEWGIAN,JASLYN,LIYANA,HAFIZAH,MIRA :DDDDD
WHEN I'M WITH THEM, ITS HARD FOR ME TO NOT SHOW MY TEEEEETH! HAHAHAAH!~
WILL MISSS YOU GUYS LOTS WHEN WE PART.
WELL, I WOULD STILL PRAY THT WE WILL CONTINUE TO CONTACT EACH OTHER :DD
PLANNING ON HAVING A K-PARTY WITH THEM SOMETIME NEXT MONTH! HOOHOOHHOOO!~

2011-02-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

Every Girl's Dream:
1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you’re the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you’re not with your guy he’s all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable…not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you’re sad, even if you’re quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn’t mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he’s washing your worries/troubles away.
Quoted from "appleezann.blogspot.com"

CHU SAN WITH LOVES!

2011-02-06T19:22:00.005+08:00

BAOHAO!

CHRISTOPHER!

KOKWEI;SWEEEEETIEEEE!

ADEL & BF ZW!

TEEEHEEEEES! MEE(:

Teeeeheeees! Meeeet up with them on chu san to bai nian!
Met around 1 o'clock! hahaha! Just as before, at hougang!
The couple (Adel & Zw) was late!! tsk tsk. So, we ate lunch at Tori Q.
(Y) yummmmmy!

Not long after they both came, we went to BaoHao de house to bai nian first!
We were playing his new kinect (a game) then played saboteur!
Suppose play mahjong de, but some of them dunnno D:
Stupid Chris need go his church! tsk! So, the rest went Adel's house to bai nian first!

Slack Slack till 6plus then go Bugis meeeeet Chris for STEAMBOAT BBQ! :D
First time eat till damn jia lat! We cant finish what we toook! thanks to the guys uhh!

Damn full liao, still got bout 2 plates full of fooooood! D:
hheeeeheees, guesss you know what we did?! not eat, but hide them!!
Cause if not neeeeed pay $$! this steamboat was already 20 bucks! D:
hahaah! .... when they were not looking, we zao!

Super shagg :/
We already damn full, then still need walk a long way from bugis to parklane to take bus home!
Saw the bus come, still run to catch the bus somemore! D:
I damn sleeeepy liao! haahah! SLEEEEP IN BUS!
Reach home bout 11plus!
WHAT A GREAT YET A SHAGG DAY? :D

2011-01-28T21:20:00.004+08:00

Alright, hearing from many of my close friends that their loved ones had pass away made me realized something.

All lives are vulnerable!
One must know how to appreciate people around you before it is too late.
Not to say loved ones, but also friends around you.
What gone is gone. There isn't a need to be petty over little arguments!
This would be really childish if one were to do this, especially guys!
I have a few friends who are like this. But, i have already given my opinions to them.
It is now their part to decide whether they should carry on this way.

For the past month, i have been really busy with my Entre Business Plan Trade show.
This project has indeed cause many arguments within teams. Some have already resume the way it was whereas, a few still didn't.
What i wanted to say is that, do you really feel happy going to class seeing the person you hate?
Why not choose to go to class seeing the people you've forgiven?
It's easier, isn't it?

二伯, i have been wondering what it would be like to still have you by our side?
New year is approaching. Honestly, i dont really look forward to it D:
We went to Wei Xian's cake shop that day. Glad that aunt and them are doing well :)
Aunt has been feeling better now. At least she has her grand daughter and grandson to keep her busy now.
And, she's finally smiling, something which i hadn't seen in months after you were gone :)
Im really glad that things are finally back to normal, though the only difference is that you weren't here anymore...

Jaslyn just went for her uncle's cremation yesterday. I couldn't help but think of what i went through when i went for yours.
I even almost teared when i spoke to my friends about you. I just couldn't help it.
I have never thought that this would happen to me. haishh.
5 months after you were gone and i still couldn't let it go..
Suppressing my feeling only worked a while. The moment i read my sis blog post, i teared. Didn't know how hurt i was still feeling even though it has been almost half a year..........

2011-01-18T10:57:00.001+08:00

OKAY. THIS IS MY NEWW BANGS! HHEEHHHEEES! MY CLASSMATES APPARENTLY COULDNT RECOGNISE ME! :(
IM SOOO LOVING THIS HAIR OF MINE COMPARED TO ANY OTHER PREVIOUS HAIRSTYLES!<3
ANYWAYS, IM HAIVNG ENTREPRENEURSHIP NOW! HAISHHH.
THIS FACI WAS A LITTLE BORING, BUT KNOW WHAT?! HE HAD GIVEN ME 4-STRAIGHT As.
OKAY. I WAS JUST BEING TOLD THT WE NEED TO PRESENT OUR BUSINESS PLAN UP ON STAGE LATER DURING THE 3RD MEETING! WE NEED THE USE OF MICROPHONE! OMFG. FML.
FEELING QUITE NERVOUS NOW! HAISH FOR DUNNOE WHAT REASON! TSKTSK.
IT ISNT EASYYY DOING BUSINESS. REALLYYYYY!!
AHHHHH! I DON WANTTTTT!!! :( THOUGH ITS ONLY A TRIAL AS NEXT WEEK ITS THE REAL ONE!. BUT OTHER CLASS FACI WOULD BE QUESTIONING US! OMGGG. IM SCARED! D:

2011-01-09T15:16:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOS EVERYONE!

I have been busy studying for my UT2 these few days as my UT1 were screwed!

Taken this at woodlands foodmall!

Sweetie has a special app called "camera 360"

THE EFFECT NICE RIGHT?! HAHAHAHAHA

Anw, i have craving for this! Its called GUO TIE

So, i actually wanted Monday to faster come! hehheees.

im gonna buy this tmr!

By the way, i wanted a dresssss badly :(

hmmm, it looooks something like this!

Can anyone get it for me please?

OKAY. CALLED US LAME OR WHAT. HEHHEEEES.

IT WAS FRIDAY WHICH WAS HTM.

After lesson ended, we went to Party World at Woodlands!

HAHAHAH! ITS A LITTLE DUMB WITH JUST THE 2 OF US

BUT WHO CARES!(:

First time wearing formal to Party World!

I swear we look kinda weird as if some office ladies wanted to Party after work!

And one last thing, i hate backstabbers.

hmmmm, kinda fake to say bout someone nicely today

and post nasty stuffs bout tht same person the next day!

Alright! that all for now!

Update again as sooon as possible!

LOVE!

2011-01-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

Im feeling so damn bored at home now!

arghhh! baby's still at home :(

Am having kinda of a mood swing lately!

Cause firstly, I WANT MONEYYYYY!

Secondly, MY PAY HAS BEEN DELAYED FOR 3 MTHS!

Thirdly, i want to buy 2 more tops, a skirt and a shoe! but all these neeeeeddd MONEYYY! :(

IM KINDA DEPRESSED NOW :(

First reason to pissed me off was: Christalbel, the one who was incharge of our pay, do not wish to pick up my calls!

Sounds more like a scam uhh?!

YESHHHH! IDIOT. DON WAN PAY, AT LEAST PICK UP CALLS CAN!

So as i was mood swing, i scolded her, yesh!

She's realistic wor. MUST SCOLD THEN WILL REPLY. NB.

And she said: " you will have to wait for month end again as someone dint submit her timesheet!"

And i was fcuking pissed off!

So if she dint go to work, then we all would not have salary for that month? WHAT NONSENSE.

And now she says, sweetie can take his pay on wednesday, just because i used his phone & she tot its him! haishhh!

BUT TRUTH IS: if she can allow one, why cant she allow all?

RIDICULOUS ISNT IT?!

ITS "BROTHER" COMPANY SOMEMORE!

SUCH A BIG COMPANY BUT HAS TO DELAY EMPLOYEES PAY FOR LIKE 3 MTHS?!

WOULD IT TURN TO BE A LAUGHING STOCK!

This experience has made me lost interest in being a promoter! FML.

I have currently registered to be a part time tutor, and am still waiting for their calls!

Anw, i would be rebonding my hair this coming saturday and would dye it the following saturday as it looks like some wild grass now!:(

LOOK HOW BROKE IM! HAISHH

can money just fall from heaven, please?

A GREAT PLACE FOR A GETAWAY!(:

2011-01-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOO! backed from Cameron Highlands! Went dere with dad's colleagues! Can say its a company trip!

Day One: 29th Dec 2010, left home bout 9pm.

Reach Golden Mile at bout 9plus, 10.

Board the Five Star Tours bus, & it left at 1015pm.

Well, the journey was damn long!

Day Two: 30th Dec 2010, reach Brinchang, Cameron Highlands, Pahang, Malaysia, bout 7am.

Phew! What a long journey of 9hours plus huh!

Sadded thru out the night! Thought can sms baby! but my hp cant use in Malaysia :(

Ended up only being able to call him when i return to Singapore.

Anyway, the weather was damn cold dere, bout 10 degrees +/-.

We had roti prata & a cup of hot milo for breakfast! hehheeees! felt warmer!

reach our Equatorial Apartment where we are gonna stay at 8plus 9!

HUNGRY STILL! hence, daddy brought us go down eat Nasi Lemak!

Yummmy! stayed at apartment all the way till evening!

As my dad's colleague is getting married tht evening, hence, we went dere.

& yahh, he's staying at cameron & thts one purpose of why we went dere!

ended bout 9plus, 10! headed back, showered, & sleeeeep! slept for only 1hour plus the night in the bus!

Day Three: Woke at 7plus in the morning! TIRED SIA! meeet up the rest at the hotel lobby!

hehheeees! Firstly, we visited the 'BOH' Tea Plantation! damn nice!

Visited its factory & had our breakfast there! wooooh! nice nice! dadddy bought home a packet! HAHAHAHAH!

Next, we visited the beee farm! bought a gift for Baby!!

We then went butterfly farm but dint go in, hence we bought Cactus!!(:

hehheees, next we went to Sam Poh Temple. Then makan Chicken Rice at Tanah Rata!

We then headed back to our apartment!

Rest, went out walk walk again, then prepare go BBQ plus celebrate countdown at dad's colleague's house!

hehhheees! one good thing is, Malaysia cant put out fireworks!!! HAHAAHAH!

We waited till 12midnight then we put it out to celebrate! hahaha.

Reach back bout 1am! sleeeepy sia!

Day Four: 1st Jan 2010, woke at 8plus in the morning! prepare to go back to Singapore! :(

sadded :'( board the bus at 10. left & reach Singapore bout 7plus! Home at 8plus!

Overall, it was really a great place! people there live a relaxing life, with no shopping centres at all! There's no way S'pore would be this way!

hahahah! weather dere was pretty cold! 3 layers of clothing were'nt able to keep me warm too! And, our place where we stayed, was very cold, compared to other parts of Cameron, perhaps, our hotel, was situated the highest compared to others.

The higher we goes, the colder it gets! The night is usually unbearable, as it was too cold to sleep!

places there were all non-airconditioned! SO, WE GET TO ENJOY THE NATUARAL COLD AIR THERE!

I wouldnt mind living dere as its really wonderful! though boring, but i don mind seriously.

I seldom see any fastfood except only one KFC outlet in Brinchang. Strawberries was famous there!

There are many giant fruits and vegetables, perhaps because most ppl living there are farmers!

Truly enjoyed those few days there! The only thing tht i do not quite like is, there are alot of houseflies! haishh!

How i wish i could stay longer!

GOOOODBYEEE(:

2010-12-29T13:02:00.005+08:00

hheeeeehees! Went to collect our rings at NEX on Monday!

Damn happpy!

waited for four days since laser is needed.

THANKKKS BABBYY! (:

After collection, met Chris and Baohao at Hougang Ave 8 mac!

Played a card named, Saboteur.

Hmmmm, quite fun compared to our first time playing at AMK's NEBO.

As we felt a little bored with just 4 person playing,

We went to Makan Prataaa! HAHAHHA

Then HOME SWEEEEET HOMEE!

Anyways, IM LEAVING SPORE IN LIKE 8 HOURS TIME??

YEAHHH, time flies fast.

Uncle Simon just came to collect my dearest dog, Bobbbbyyy!

Awwww, misssss him damn muchhh.

Felt so cruel ! Haishh

He was sooo reluctant to enter the so-called "cage"

However, we had no choice but to push him in as we cant possibly leave him all alone these 4/5 days.

He would be starved to death! OMGG.

And he was making tht sound like a dog wailing.

Awwwww, darlinggg, you will be back on Sunday(:

By the way, SWEEEET RIGHT?!

I LOVEEE YOU SWEEETIE(:

Will misssss you so so sooooo much these few days tooo!

This could be my first time not meeeting you in like more than 2 days.

But awwwww, at least you are accompanying me in these few hours left before i depart(:

OUTING WITH BESTEAS!!

2010-12-27T14:28:00.003+08:00

ALRIGHT. POOL ; ASTON ; A GAME AT ARCADE ; JACK NEO FILM & CAM-WHORING MADE MY DAY!

SO, THTS HOW THE DAY GOES:

Firstly, met Chris, KokWei a.k.a Baby, Yiping, Subashini at Dhoby Ghaut! wooots!

Went to GV to buy movie tickets for a J-team Production Movie known as

"THE GHOST MUST BE CRAZY!"

HEHHEES. By just looking at the word "GHOST", it seems like a horror film right?!

Thats what we expected it to be!

Will explain it further later.

So, after purchase, we went on to play pool at Pockets first!

Next, Aston for our dinner since movie is at 0840pm! heeeehhees.

Cam-whore starts here & go on & on & on & on.......

Eat! Played a game at ARCADE! WHOOO~ hand pain! :(

We then proceeed on for our movieeeees!

SO YAHHH, AS I WAS SAYING EARLIER, IT SEEMS HORROR.

BUT....... AS SOON AS THE SHOW STARTED, WE BURST OUT LAUGHING!

seriously, this was one horror film that made me laugh so much till i teared.

Our feeling was like.. We wanted to laugh so much, yet, we're afraid the "ghost" might appear suddenly & we would screammmmmmm!!! instead.

Rmbr, an artist called, Muthu?

that botak guy?

Yeahh! he was acting!

His part made me laugh till i teared!

A QUOTE FROM THE SHOW: "WHO SAID I DIE!!! EVERYTIME PPL SAY I DIE IN A CAR CRASH!"

SOOOON AFTER *CAR CRASH* AND YESHHH, HE REALLY DIED THIS TIME!

Damn funnny!

ANOTHER QUOTE "DOWN THERE, ITS CALLED MYGHOST-SOFT"

get it? since here, we uses microsoft, so in the "ghost world" they uses myghost-soft.

If i had the money to re-watch it with someone, i would, seriously. HAHAHAHA

WE LOVED THIS SHOW DAMN FREAKING MUCHHHHA.

Left to Right: Subashini ; Thts me ; KokWei ; Chris ; Yiping

Thats all! more photos at Facebook! (:

A GREAT DAY WITH THEM! ;D

2010-12-12T13:51:00.025+08:00

Cousin, Sean & Agatha's Wedding!! ;D

111210; Sean & Agatha Wedding Part TWO

111210; Sean & Agatha Wedding Part ONE

Was a bloody busy day yesterday!

Went to St. Theresa Church early in the morning at 9am

Witness the ceremony going on where they pledge their love

Well, i would say, "such a sweeeeet couple!"

After the ceremony ended, they had a buffet & toasting session!

So, Yeah! RED WINE!!

My heeeeels was hurting meeee!

My last toe had a big blister! shitty!

So, after everything ended, went to NEX Mall!

Daddy bought me heels!~ Cause, i still neeed heels for night's dinner!

Hmmmm, should i throw my old heels?! it damn hurting my fooot sooo damn muchhhh!

Okay, hence, after shopping, GO HOMEEE!

Daddy bought me Icy Glass Jelly with Nata! hmmm, Yummy!!

Reach home bout 4 o'clock!

Change to my dresss, change make-up, prepare everything!!~

And ta-da! LEFT HOUSE AT 6PLUS.

Reach Holiday Inn Atrium Singapore bout 7++

Again, the partyyy begin!!

LOTS OF DANCING! & LASTLY, TOASTING THE NEWLY WEDS AGAIN!

So, here's Champagne! ;D

DINNER WAS AWEEESOMEEEE!

Reach home around 12++

So, now you know how tired i was..

Hmmmmmm!

2010-11-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today was exactly three months after you were gone.

I still miss you soo much without you knowing.

Tears had stopped falling, but the feeling couldnt be replaced by anything

Words continue to be stuck within my heart, without anyone knowing

How i wish you were still around, even without me thinking of you.

Anyway, meet baby at amk after UT just now.

UT was alright though didnt manage to complete all questions

& FML. was late for 2mins! the first time in my whole polytechnic life!

but anyway, baby is rich today! he treated me makan Pepper Lunch! yummmy

Baby even bought me a caramel bag & shoes! (L)

THANKS BABY! he's gonna send me home now!

2010-11-09T10:39:00.007+08:00

okay. so this is what i have been busy with these few weeks!

firstly, working! damn boring & tired:(

no sales=boring=tired!

(Y) I bought this! ahhhh! have been craving for it since last year!

& finally it now comes with a camera!

i'm sooo loving it! (L)

woohooo! HTM First Field Trip to Clarke Quay!

happy happy! lots of photos but lazy to upload

heheeees. bought STICKY!

(Y) yummmyy!

Adeline Ng Zi Wen

Tan Zhi Wei (Adeline's bf)

Yap Bao Hao

Ng Kok Wei a.k.a Baby!!!

Christopher Tan Ming Sheng

hahaha! alright, lastly this was what i did.

went pooling on Sunday after work with them!

hurrayyy!

(L) damn long dint play liao :(

miss them all!

next outing with them: Marina Barrage! (Y)

2010-10-29T15:35:00.008+08:00

ADVANCED ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH BABY!

Whoots went out with baby to marina square! suppose to go marina barrage too,

but stupid HTM module faci damn tok kong!

talk & talk & talk! waste my time!

so in the end just go walk walk,

buy baby's present!

then baby bought for me my itouch anti-glare protector!

we then go makan YUKI YAKI!

WHOOOT!

SHIOK SHIOK!

after makan jiu go take neo prints!

whoots!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY! LOVE YOU!

23TH OCT 2010; 2 MONTHS AFTER YOU LEFT:(

2010-10-25T09:05:00.002+08:00

"There is so little anyone can say, for there are no words that have ever been invented to fit the loss of a loved one" - Helen Steiner Rice

teared when i saw this sentence on a condolence card yesterday at work:(

it really suits my situation at that point of time.

your departure left me speechless.

i cant say anything cause i was terribly upset.

when friends around me encounter similar situation,

i did not know what to say

it was because i knew & understand the hurt & pain that they are feeling

but i just did not know what to say.

i was afraid my words would not help them but make them miserable

i'm able to put myself in their shoes.

i knew their situation

they might appear happy,

but deep deep inside they're not, really.

your image before you entered the crematorium is still stuck in my head

i cant forget that expression on everyone's face

i cant forget that image of your coffin entering the crematorium thru that glass window

no words could explain my feelings.

all i could say is , I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU DEEPLY.

49th day after your departure:'(

2010-10-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

111010, this should be the 49th day after you left us.
This was the day where aunt has to collect your ashes:(
i miss you so much uncle...
I had never miss you tht much previously though we only met once or twice a year.
But now, all i could think is your face when you were lying on the hospital bed.
I could never forget tht expression you had on your face.
You seem sad but yet wants to keep tht smile so as not to make us worry.
Actually i ever asked myself, if i were daddy, would i blame aunt for not telling us the truth about your condition?
My answer was i would somehow blame but would also forgive as besides us, she should be the one feeling the most miserable now.
I could not forget what she said on the day you entered the crematorium.
She sob and said "no one would quarrel with me now! No one would scratch my back for me now! No one would sleep with me now! No one would take care of me now!"
i felt so touched yet upset hearing these.
When i walked around your coffin, i truly hope i could feel your warmth.
But it wasnt there:(
the feeling i used to have when you were around wasnt there already!
i would sometimes wonder how are you feeling in another world now? Happy? I hope so.... Haish.
A part of me is gone.
Tht hole remains there forever.
And tht missing piece is you:(
i really miss you:'(

A DREAM THT SHOWED MY INNER FEARS :(

2010-10-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

BABY, YOU KNOW WHAT I FEAR.

don feel bad for telling me everything,

cause i rather you told me now than letting me know myself

CALL ME STUPID OR WHAT.

i dint know if im really thinking tooo much.

of all the people around me,

there are many examples of your case.

i cant help but think will you ever gonna be like them?

though i don show my fears to you everytime,

i do have my fears inside.

remember the day when i was talking to you bout ur dad's issue?

i cried. you asked me why?

i said nth. cause the reason is im afraid.

im afraid it might happen to me.

i always wonder, how would i react if it happens to me?

i have gotten the ans this morning.

i felt helpless.

really. or even i felt CRAZY.

seeems like a mad woman crying her heart out,

but no one could save her.

no matter how hurt she felt,

the other party seems to enjoy it.

thts how i felt:(

CLASS BBQ PICTURES ;D HAHA. UNGLAM ONES I DON WANT SHOW.

2010-10-06T12:30:00.005+08:00

SEEE! THIS IS MY DRIVER TAN XUE FANG! ;DDD

HAHAH WE WANNA ACT LIKE MODELS WITH OUR DRIVER & HER CAR!

HAHAH WHITEEEE! MY FAVOURITE! HOW I WISH THIS CAR WAS MINE!

WE WERE LOOKING IN ONE DIRECTION. DUNNO WAD WE LOOKING AT! LOL

AHHH! THIS IS WAD I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!

HAHA NICE RIGHT THE SUNLIGHT!

ANIRA EMO-ING ONE CORNER.

I LIKE THE SKYYY HERE!

HAHA COCONUT TREE EFFECT!

HAHAH! SO THTS ABOUT IT. THE REST ALL UNGLAM ONES:( HAHAHAH.LOVEEE W46H! MISSSSES!

WHOOOTS. MINI CLASS BBQ!

2010-10-02T14:42:00.002+08:00

had class bbq on thurs!

it was quite a disappointment initially as many whom promised they wanted a second bbq,

dint turn up. on the day itself, only 10 of us, including myself were dere.

XUEFANG;SHERMAINE;FIONA;KIMMY;ANIRA;RABBANI;MELVIN;FEBRI;JOEL.

though it was disappointing initially, but we had an awesome night dere! ;DD

a pity kimmy, fiona and shermaine couldnt overnight with us :(

so left with only 7 of us. hahah

we played bottoms up!

eat & eat & eat or drink & drink & drink! whoot!

haha but having to stuff myself with hotdogs whenever i lose was arghh.

gonna die. but still the fun was dere!

hahaah. stupid joel couldnt take beatings! arghh, loser!

we went to bought martini to drink. shiok! hahahah. we then seat & chat chat.

we even played magics! hahah i had learnt two from them! but joel's one... haish.

he cant even explain properly to us! LOL.

we then talk lame jokes with our stupid laughters about stars made from fire!

hahahha! i was their night entertainment!

LOL! this last us till morning!

watch the sunrise then off to downtown for our mac breakfast! whooots!

we were damn sleepy luhh can. xuefang damn pro luhh! love her driving skills!

after breakfast, she drive me to tamp interchange, then took bus home!

heehee! awesome day with them! ;D

reach home around 10plus, & i drop dead!

Belated: 300910, HAPPPPY 11TH MONTHSARY BABY!

2010-10-02T14:31:00.003+08:00

went to watch Residents Evil with baby! whooots. nice nice.

but the ending was like -.- dunnnno what it means.

hahah but still, i enjoyed his accompany! hahah

PS: seeing you change these months made me happier. really:)

though you would still go back your old ways once in awhile or rather some ways are unchangeable even after me telling you many times,

but still i love you!

your frequent lies made me felt really unsecured:(

i dint know how to explain. you know what i'm afraid of. i cant help but think.

when i told you i felt tht way, you said u knew.

but guess, you dint know much.

you dint know how deeply unsecured i felt each time u lied:(

i knew you couldnt change this habit of yours, thts why i tried to accept.

though i still couldnt till now, but i will always love you!

i would never leave you unless you do so.

don worry okays? I love you!

Happpyyy 11th monthsary my baby!

2010-09-27T12:59:00.002+08:00

siann! holidays is ending very very sooooooon! Grrr.

was busy with F1 thingy for the past few days! the job at amber lounge was great!

damn fun seriously though its tiring!

but THE HOTEL SUCKS TO THE CORE.

ESPECIALLY WITH THT ONE FCUKING MAN DERE!

was under amber lounge all the way except for the last 2 days. damn fed up with tht fcuker. their system damn unfair luhh. the email states tht working hours is 12 hr.

but always before 12hr, they chase us home. this nvm.

then suka suka jiu say we no neeed come le. cause enough people. then why hire us in the first place! FCUK. he still dare say, "its none of my business!".

wtf. grr. damn du lan! one day someone hammer him then he know!

tht fcuk up ang moh face!

currently still on the verge of finding jobs! i neeeeeed moneyyy! ommmmgosh.

baby, sorrrrry tht i cant accompany you on thurs though its our 11th monthsary :(

i got class bbq! argh. actually hor, i not sure wan go anot ehh. but should be going bahh.

so sorrrry baby. but i promised i will make myself available on wednesday okay?

ai ni! (L)

♥-230910: a month after you were gone:(

2010-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

It was exactly a month after you had left us. It was indeed very difficult to accept the fact tht you were no longer with us,really. I would definitely tear again the moment i see your photo. Though i hadnt since tht day, i had stopped tearing. Knowing nth would ever bring tht old you back to us, i had also silently told myself to accept the fact, but i know myself tht i hadnt been able to. I really wish you were by our side but i knew you cant. I even hope to see you on the seventh day of your departure though i was afraid. I had always wondered why good ones always dies early. i find it hard to describe my feeling ever since tht day. For those days tht i attended your wake, i cried terribly unexpectedly. I never thought i would feel so terrible. But i was lucky tht kokwei was always by my side comforting me, telling me its okay, telling me to cry my heart out so i would get back my laughter later. He would even hug me silently waiting for me to feel okay. Uncle, i really really miss you soo much:( hope you are doing well dere..haish. how can i ever get you back? Aunt must be feeling miserable without you for the past one month:( i would always rmbr the happy times we shared tgt for all these years:( wishing tht you would come back somehow though its impossible. guess this was the only wish on my wishlist tht could not be fulfilled no matter what:(

10th month anniversary with baby, 300810!

2010-09-11T14:39:00.011+08:00

Had been with this kokster for about 10 months liao!

he lovees saying himself cute and handsome!

he keeps saying tht he likes his dimples.

he like me to praise him cute as he would answer: i got dimples mahh, you don have!

but whenever i said something is cute, he would always say: though its cute, but you're cuter! hahahs!

he always wanna force me to say i love him many many times! siao one.

he would also cook for me whenever he can! yummy yummy!

but... he loves sleeping!!! haish.

always fall asleep without telling!

pissed with him at times, but still i love him so much!

as for his handphone, i always ask him to go throw!

always cant get through or he dint pick it up though i called 10 over times! arghh. angry.

he use to lovee games more than me:( but he now puts it away:)

he is not perfect & neither do i!

always like annoy me!

& keep quiet & ignore whenever we quarrel! hate this most!:(

but still dunnno why i still love him sooooo muchh!

LASTLY, HAPPY 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABY!

PS: THOUGH WE HAD MANY QUARRELS, BUT I STILL LOVE YOU BABY!

I'M HAPPY TO BE WITH YOU & WILL NEVER REGRET EVEN IF ONE FINE DAY WE ARE THROUGH. BUT STILL I HOPE WE COULD LAST FOREVER!(: MUACKKS.

2010-09-03T20:41:00.003+08:00

it has been bout a week after your burial... i really am wondering how are you currently. mommy was just speaking bout you this morning. i somehow felt the same as her. how could someone whom dont feel the same way joke bout aunty? dont they feel tht it was wrong of them saying those things?

FIFTH DAY AFTER YOUR DEPARTURE; THE DAY YOU ENTERED THE CREMATORIUM:'(

2010-08-27T18:28:00.003+08:00

Woke up early today.. reached his wake at around 930am. tears filled my eyes as soon as i reached. from far, i could hear the band playing songs of his favorite. the songs they played made me teared more. aunt were sobbing terribly and ran beside his coffin calling him many times. her close friends then pulled her back & calm her down. she was only okay for awhile but soon ran dere again. it really break our hearts seeing her cried out for him. she even wanted to sing for him though my cousin tried to stop her. however, halfway thru, she broke down & were carried away by her friends.

we did our final rounds of prayer around his coffin sending our final respect to him...his coffin were soon being carried & we followed behind till it was placed inside the van. we then board the bus & set off to Mandai Crematorium for burning. as for aunt, as she was too upset & broke down, they dint allow her to follow. everyone were so quiet in there till we entered the visiting hall. many sob silently as the coffin were place below the window glass where we were standing, slowly moving closer & closer to the crematorium. as it moves nearer to the crematorium, the doors open, & we saw by our own bare eyes how the coffin were slowly being drop into it for burning. the doors close & everyone cried aloud. including his workers whom specially came for his wake.
everyone were so reluctant to leave but we had no choice....:'(

uncle: sorry for not being there when you were ill.... we really thought you were alright... we least expected......... an xin shang lu bahh...im feeling terrible...i really miss you this very moment im typing this :'(

HE'S GONE & WILL NEVER BE BACK:(

2010-08-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

230810, 0218am. i would always rmbr this date and time...
at this time, he's gone, he will nvr come back to us.
at this time, he left us all. he made us sob.
at this time, his pet had lost an owner.

i could still recall. the whole incident started not long after cny. its was in the first week of march. if im not mistaken, its the 8th of march, on tht very mon. he fell outside his car and was found. we were then informed and quickly rushed to the hospital to visit him. he was in a coma but woke bout a week or two later. a month or more later, he was discharged.

these few months, we dint have any news of him. as he were discharged, we stupidly thought he had recovered. shockingly, when daddy return home this morning, he said, uncle had left us tht very morning:( we were told just now at the funeral tht he had pass away due to excessive fluid in his head. daddy cried as soon as we reached. it was my first time seeing him so upset....
even mom and grand aunt cried. seeing them so upset made me cried tooo.

PS: uncle, you treat us the best, gave us the best. you even gave us bobby. i nvr expect this cny dinner to be the last one i would have with you:( i had nvr thought tht i wouldnt be seeing you after this. i nvr thought tht i would feel ur absence so much. all these happen so sudden. though i wish i would still be having another cny dinner with you, but i know all these wouldnt change the fact tht you're gone:( i really miss your presence now. looking at your photo in front of the coffin just now made me miss ur smile & jokes even more:( i miss you.

I MISS W46H!

2010-08-13T19:04:00.004+08:00

W46H

SEXXAYS WITH ELAINE(;

AWWWW~! looking back at all our photos, these photos seem like it had just taken yesterday:( it seeems like in just one day, all these sweeet memories will be gone.. today was the sadest day in W46H. we shared songs dedicated to one another and tears just kept flowing down our cheeks:( i had never felt that sad and terrible before. honestly, this was the best classmates i had ever had in my whole lifetime..during secondary school, everyone was so fake with each other. my class is often divided into several cliques. and once divided, we seldom talk nor camwhore:(

in W46H, i finally get to see a different and unique one, though there were also cliques like my SEXXAYS, the SZBs as well as the JOGGERS, we would still go lunch together as a class & even camwhore as a class.. the canteen is usually crowded with us! we would even wait till everyone had bought their food then we start eating together.but after today, all will be gone..

i really wish we could remain like tht. CHERYL'S PPT MADE MY HEART SANK. SHE DID THE PPT TO DEDICATE TO US:( hopefully, i dint cry tht tym. told myself this morning im gonna hold back my tears. but... seeing them cry made my heart ache:( i just couldnt hold on anymore..
i had never cried just because im gonna change class. i had no idea why i felt this way this tym:( my tears just cant stop. really misss them! awwww~!

2010-08-12T14:48:00.002+08:00

awwwwww~! tmr is the last day im gonna spend my time with SEXXAYS, the SZBs as well as "JOGGERS" in W46H :( damn sad sia. made cards for all of them. currently finished with my SEXXAYS & SZBs. The rest nopee. but think im gonna rush it by tonight so i could pass them tmr ;DD

GUYS, I MISSSS YOU ALLL :(

anw, dar these feew days damn sweeeet. since he's on school holiday, he come and fetch me from school! AWWWW~! darling, i love you(; I LOVE HIS COOKING TOO! his fried maggi with a kind of white wine really damn nice! yummy yummy. he put shabu shabu (he said its a kind of pork!), hot dog & sesame oil too ;DD

2010-08-01T11:55:00.002+08:00

woohoo! more photos to be uploaded! will miss W46H & especially my SEXXAYS who were always by my side whenever i needed someone :(

WITH FEBRI NADIYA ANIRA KIMMY & RABBANI

WITH FEBRI NADIYA ANIRA FIONAA KIMMY & RABBANI

WITH NADIYA AKA YAYA(:

WITH FEBRI YAYA ANIRA & DEAREST KIMMMY!

we gonna separate class so damn sooon! this was the best classmates i have ever had! awwwwwww. can we don change? :'(

2010-07-30T14:39:00.016+08:00

290710! W46H with heels and ties! woohoo. let the pics do the talking! whahah.

REEL ROOM-SEXXAYYS WITH FEBRI MELVIN & ELAINE

THE 3 SZB AND ME! THE BLACKIES!

WITH MARRILYNE

HAHAH MY BREAKFAST AT REEL ROOM WITH THEM

SHERMAINE & IVY

WITH IVY

WITH MARC

W46H IS LOVED ;D

FIONA XUEFANG SHERMAINE ME IVY

WITH EVON THT FIERCE & SIAO GIRL

WITH ELAINE

WITH MELVIN THE MOST UNIQUE DE

WITH CHARMAINE & ANGEL

ARGHH.STUPID RABZ TAKE THIS PIC

DONE BY HIM TOO

WITH MY KIMMY

WITH THT RABZ!

WITH CHERYL & ANIRA

LOL. RANDOM.

WITH XUEFANG IVY & SHERMAINE. EXTRA JEREMY!

WITH SWEEET KIMMY AGAIN

HAHAH! WE HAVE THE SAME NAME! MY TWIN.

BLACKIES!

CAN I DON CHANGE CLASS? :(

WITH SHERMAINE IVY XUEFANG

WITH SHERMAINE & XUEFANG

HAHAH! SHE DAMN TALL LUHH

WITH JOEL

WITH FIONAAA

HAHA! FIONA IVY XUEFANG SHERMAINE

WAHH! LOOK AT BABES HEEELS!

WITH DEAREST XUEFANG

WITH DEAR SHERMAINE

MY BELOVED SEXXAYS WHO STAYED BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEED A SHOULDER

BEING LOVED!

SOO CUTE

SHERMAINE;DD

MY PROPOSAL TEAM FOR THT DAY!

XUEFANG EXTRA WHITE

WITH BELOVED COMMUNICATION FACILITATOR ;DD

WITH STUPID JEREMY!

after lesson, meet up with dar, chris and baohao! arghhh. dammit. leg damn pain. faster change to slipper. whooots!~ go chomp chomp eat! yummmy yummy craving for the chicken. makan finished jiu go my home de mac slack! whooohoo.

300710! HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH DAR. hahhah.

boy, no matter how bad we quarrel, i will always care for you de. thanks for changing just for the sake of me. though you sometimes still disappoint me but i will definitely not let you go unless you do so. loved ;DDD

THINGS I HAD BEEN DOING RECENTLY!

2010-07-22T20:06:00.005+08:00

FRIDAY: School as usual! damn siann. awwww. thanks SEXXAYS; FIONA KIMMY RABBANI SHERMAINE IVY XUEFANG ANIRA FOR THE BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM! HAHAHHS, YUMMMY!

SATURDAY: Went for SOH team building program! damn tired. but overall was okayy luhh. thanks to our leader kkorean ;DDD ended around 3 plus or 4plus jiu go meeet darling! hahahs!

SUNDAY: damn tired sia! need go SengKang stadium for the YOG training! WTH. honestly. don like her. me & xuefang reach le. we were seated at the stadium & even had our attendance marked. she sms us, ask us where are we. we told her we are seated inside le. she then ask us to meet her and the rest at McDonald's restaurant de entrance. in the end, she bring us to the stadium where we were seated earlier. damn stupid luhh can! nvr even say a single sorry. somemore weather damn hot. xuefang already quite du lan liao. then when assigning our task, she ask us to go Field Of Play (FOP) which in another words: outdoor de. smth like sai kang work. her close friends all she take as Athletic Service tgt with her. really bias luhh. then when we go toilet, she dint wait for us, just bring the whole group go leaving us. we had to go find where are they ourselves. damn du lan seriously. go there like do nth. most of the time sitting dere squeezing with the whole group. so bloody sian! melvin lucky last min dint go. after lunch, saw kimmmmyy!!! HAHAHAH! We happpy liao. if not seriously damn sian. go up and down the stairs doing dry run.then go up not long jiu come down.just seated, they ask us stand & walk down again. lucky dint end 5. if not dunno how wan tahan. somemore otw to meet dar, HP NO moneey! cant contact him. need borrow ppl phone. damn paisei :( wtf. pissed off tht day. then darling pay half for me the prepaid card

2010-07-07T14:41:00.005+08:00

what i am doing recently is as usual, meet dar after school! anw, those are the photos taken recently! hahahah. damn lazy upload. LOL.

MEEET MY SEXXAYS: FIONA; KIMMY; NIRA; SHERMAINE; XUEFANG; RABBANI for breakfast today! whooot. yummy yummy. awwww. will miss them when change class!

2010-06-29T09:50:00.005+08:00

hahahaha! recently went IVY de hostel for OB discussion! hahah! as usual, PHOTOS AGAIN! LOL!! DAMN FUN AT HER HOSTEL LUHH! WE WERE LIKE SO ENTHU IN CAM-WHORING! LOVE MY SEXXAYS ;DD

2010-06-23T10:50:00.006+08:00

me and my cousin tracyann

Aunt ni ni,Aunt jennifer,mom,bro,Uncle Jeffery and bdae girl; Sarah!

went for my cousin's daughter's 6th bdae celebration! abandoned my school's SOH team building workshop. hahah,damn fun. lots of dancing.

dad and sis went home earlier as they need to work the next day morning. so left me,bro and mom! hahahas.reach home almost 12midnight. LOL.

To some ppl: if you called yourselves friends, then prove it! true friends stick with you through thick and thin! but for you guys...........i seriously dunnoe wad to say. continue lying to yourselves. your friends know it better than you do as they witness it. you all once told me you all understood my difficulty & situation. you all even said why didnt i say out my probs to you ppl as you all would understand. took your advice & said it all out. so what's with you ppl? making a fuss over my difficulty. im already kind enough to tell you all to go ahead w/o me as i don't mind seriously. didnt i? i did! so why must u make things turn out nasty? don you realise wad you said make me feel real damn upset? this wasnt a situation i wanted. given a choice, i would choose this path. scrimp & save? you guys don know anything rite? so you all have no right to judge me. its not tht im purposely making things difficult for you all. i didnt want to!

to tht particular one: you wanna be like others? why not join them? im me! i will never change. since you prefer them and envy them as like wad you said,im causing the difficulty, then join them!

2010-06-11T09:12:00.006+08:00

woohooo! just came back from W46H's class BBQ:DDD hehheees. about 19 came but only SEVEN OF US WERE THE OVERNIGHT SURVIVIORS.HAHAHA. THE PICTURES TAKEN:

SEVEN SURVIVIORS- 3 GIRLS: ANGEL;ME;XUEFANG

SEVEN SURVIVIORS-4 GUYS: MELVIN;RABBANI;JOEL;FEBRI

awwww.we went night walk at bout 3plus in the morning! kao. damn suay. febri saw .... then i heard .....calling us to "come"! we damn scared luhh. cowards like melvin,joel & xuefang pangsei me,rabz,angel & febri!!! they wanted to faster run back to where we come from!sadd sia!! but we manage to quickly U-turn & walk "quickly" back to where our pit was! scary!!

anw,sleeepy now! still haven slp! since last night.omgg! waiting mom come back tgt makan then go sleep! evening meet dar dar :DDDD

2010-06-09T13:31:00.004+08:00

some random photos taken with dar dar! LOL. im damn bored now. voice finally came back to me liao! hehheees. but tht stupid cough plus runny nose keeeep coming! arghhh! wan chase it away!

2010-06-01T14:15:00.007+08:00

waited for dad to reach home bout 7 ytd. after he eat liao jiu rush go airport fetch bro back from XiAn, China. reached airport bout 830pm. bro de flight landed at 937pm. waited damn long outside the arrival belt. when he came out it was already bout 10plus. lol. saw ms seow! she tot i got sis dere but dint know RONNIE LIM was my bro! wahh. damn tired. he bought alot of things. bought me one ONTO headset, bought crystals for dad & sis and some chewy snacks for mom. hahaha. toook lots of pics while waiting! woohooo. reached home bout almost 12 midnight. tired!

2010-05-31T15:26:00.003+08:00

hahahaa, out with dar these few days! hehheees. ytd he treat me eat breakfast. LOL. yummy yummy!

2010-05-31T15:05:00.004+08:00

haahhaah!! Rabbani is our man! we are his 7 ladies! LOL. loveeee my class peeeepo!

2010-05-29T16:33:00.004+08:00

this is W46H craziness!!!!

anw, these are the photos taken with my W46H!!! heheeeeees. loveees them so much!! awaiting for our class BBQ on 10th june!! ahahah

2010-05-29T16:23:00.004+08:00

wooohooo. Bro called back home this morning. Its his fourth day in China liao. he said he gonna buy for me a headset. Lol. hahaha. he's coming back on monday's night! hehheees

met dar ytd. study, makan, walk walk, slack then HOME SWEET HOME(;

ANW, my stupid msn plus email cant login! wth. forgotten password! omggggoshh. sadded! currently waiting for email using school account to reset password. hate it luhh. i miss my msn :'(

not meeting dar today! siann. he going malaysia with his parents now! at first tell me no one home need take care sis and now going out with parents. wad is seriously wrong with me. shld i get upset over wads the truth. seriously upset by it now :'(

2010-05-27T20:28:00.012+08:00

toook lots of pics with class today!!! whooots. upload some for now(;

2010-05-25T18:54:00.003+08:00

woooohoooo! damn fun with my W46H classmates! especially with my other six ladies & our man!! LOL. we always speak "rubbish" with each other & this is our secret! only we understand. hhahah. Fiona & kimmm always so funny! make me laugh like hell! OMG.

went see Iron Man on tht saturday with my dar & cheng! woohoo! a pity baohao wasnt dere. nice nice(: went eat pepper lunch after the movies!

haish.dint get to meet dar today! lovee the pics we took. awwww. missing him so much now:(

now gonna learn for my UT on communication tmr. siannnn! hope no Cs. im bored.

anw, IT'S FIONA'S 17TH BDAE TMR(; HAPPY BDAE BABE! we have surprises for you. must come uhh.

PS: to someone. don react unless u admit it's you. don be a copycat okay! i dint interfere your life, so you dont interfere mine! i dont give a damn. don make me go find you & slap you! i dare! cause we are nth now. you can ask your "whoever" help, i dont care. you chose it so you face it. you are seriously damn childish! damn it!

2010-05-23T16:27:00.004+08:00

we are the 7 adorables ladies!!!

PICTURES WITH W46H CLASSMATES!!! Loveeeeees.

2010-05-22T15:32:00.004+08:00

meeet sis after school ytd. heheheees! she bring me go eat ICHIBAN SUSHI(L)! LOL. yummy yummmy!

anw, took lots of pics recently, but no time upload all. they are taken with my adorable ladies in class!! will upload another day!

2010-05-17T10:10:00.002+08:00

meeet dar at Dbg. pei him go buy headset. we then headed to bras basah mac meet chris study. hahahas. dinner at Kopitiam then home sweet home(;

later gonna meeet dar again. hahah. missing him right now :(

2010-05-09T17:15:00.003+08:00

Watch the Ip man with HIM, baohao & cheng(; hahahas, quite a great show actually! met them at dhoby ghaut around 5plus. wanted to eat dinner before show start de but dint cause no time. so we bought sushi! hehheees. yummmy yummmy! but a pity our seats were front row. no choice cause filling fast le.

the movie ended at bout 9. supposed to eat pepper lunch de but changed our minds. Lol. so went eat KFC instead. hahahha, after eating, chit chat then headed home liao.

actually meeting BESTEAS later in the evening de. Cheng finally coming tgt with us le. but some of them going out with mom. so cancelled! awww. missing HIM again:(

Anyway, mothers' day is today! hahha, Happy Mothers' Day mommy! muackk!

2010-05-08T15:25:00.004+08:00

All had been over.treat my mommy eat pizza hut ytd after school to celebrate for her mothers' day. hahahs, daddy also joined us after his work.hehhee. but waited so long. cause daddy arived so late. so all full de. need wait for tables. yummy yummmy. total cost was 60++. shared with sis & brother. tired tired. went home after eating. hahahas.

anw, meeting cheng, baohao & HIM go watch movie later. im missing HIM so muchh:( haaahs,so long dint meet cheng le. he having CIP.lols.

ps: sorry uncle :( we dint go visit u for so long due to those probs. sobs. now tht it was all over, we will be visiting you soon(; must faster faster get well ar(;

2010-05-02T18:55:00.008+08:00

Arghhh! having mood swings. why are the days passing so slowly when there is problems surfacing day by day? truly awaiting for wednesday. Dont know how long we can endure. All i know is i want these days to pass by as soon as possible. i have been asking myself these few days. are these problems gonna surface every month? how long are these gonna take?! half a year? one year? or even two years? Hate this year seriously:(

Ppl who knows treat these as nothing cause they has never experience these. they would never know how we are living these day. Humans are selfish by nature. they would never consider you as long they are happy themselves. Some ever ask me, ''why u don wanna tell us?'' i dint know what to answer. honestly speaking, how am i gonna tell them. am i supposed to say ''hey, can you .......... please. my ....... is having some probs recently. will ...you after that.'' i cant possibly say this. especially to people who is close to me. i don like the feeling of being pitied. all i need is understanding and sensitivity from them.

haishh. pardon me for my sudden mood changes these days. just a little upset.

2010-04-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

module on communication today. hahahs. lovee my faci. did two presentation today! omgggg. headache headache :( but so far presentation time was so so. hoping for my A! siann. tmr tht 'blurt' faci again! haishhh. anw. i was rather dumb! hehhheeees.omgggg. dint know there was a shorter route to my class! siann.wasted all my energy walking so far everyday :(

whahah. xuefang teach me to walk today de! wth. i admit. i am rather slow :p

ps: think u dont know what i really want. dissapointment. you have never considered my feelings

2010-04-23T14:19:00.003+08:00

ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR again(: hehheeees. lovee this module more & more le. but seriously damn chiem. last week de more easy to understand :p

don like my 'blurt' faci. ma de. haishh.now waiting for my team's turn to present. ommggg. Locus of control is making us go crazyyyy! we're all LOST but will side for our own stand. hehheees.

anw. meeting BESTEAS for dinner later. but don think i gonna eat. hungry hungryy. yea. regarding tat issue :(

2010-04-22T22:54:00.006+08:00

why has it always have to happen? will it be the same for the rest of the year? fed up bout this. have u ever tot this would happen when u make ur choice to leave that tym? i guesss not right. this is why it is happening now. seriously we dint know what u were thinking at that tym when u make ur decision. perserverence is what everyone neeed to do. if i can why cant you perservere at that tym? seriously dint know what to say. i was happy before you told us this but not anymore ;( im having lots of worries now ;(

2010-04-22T16:27:00.002+08:00

today's module sucks seriously! although im looking towards today initially, but my stupid faci makes my whole class no mood luhh. my FACI DUNNO HOW TO FACILITATE SIA :( we don even know what are we suppose to do. haishh. we also dunno what to include in our PPT :(

anw.just finished my homework in class. today's mathematics workshop on excel postphone to next thurs.so...going MEEET HIMM now le (; hehheeeees.

2010-04-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

hehhehheees. end my DHHM meeting around 4plus. whoohoo. can meeet HIM liao... go eat eat then home sweet home(: hahhas,im happy just to have him around!

LOL. tmr mathematics again! can be with my joker group [Jeremy, Melvin, Linda, Imelda]. hehhheees! seeems like im having mathematics workshop tmr! end 0630. sobs. neeeed double comfirm tmr :(

2010-04-21T14:48:00.003+08:00

MEET HIM ytd. hahahhs. Eat at kopitiam! neeeed save money. siann. ytd's module was on introduction to communication practice. My faci quite lenient de. LOL.

Today de is SCIENCE. Learn on BLOOD! whooo. but damn chiem. dunno wad rhesus factor and all sorts. my faci de pronounciation POWDERFUL AR. ''BLURT.BLURT'' Jeremy and Joel they all damn funny luhh. keep purposely disturb her. even named their grp name BLURT! Laughs! Almost screw up my whole presentation :( smth wrong with sch internet plus Marrilyne comp sort of 'break down' & our whole PPT almost gone! omggggoshh! heng heng after tat jiu okay liao! PHEWW! having DHHM meeting later after school. siann. tot of meeting HIM de. but dunno can make it anot :( haishhhh

2010-04-19T10:44:00.004+08:00

went KBOX with yiping then do manicure & pedicure! hehheees. bought a slipper for 5.90!!! wth.just for my nails. not worth but bo biann. then meet BESTEAS go LJS for dinner then home sweet home.reach home jiu sleeep! tired.

Lesson on Cognitive process & problem solving I. a little blur at first. but was alright after tat. Presentation went well too (:

hehheees,he end school at 5pm. so meeting HIM for dinner later(:

2010-04-16T22:31:00.003+08:00

Lols. Today's module is Organisational Behaviour! hahahs. lappy abit prob this morning when i just entered class. dammit. but hopefully okay liao.

meet Delon chen chee yong & Jolene after school. long since we go out tgt le. went amk eat, walk walk then go home! tired mann....

Just finish RJ plus quiz plus evaluation! headache liao :(

2010-04-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

Classmates & especially group mates are funny & friendly! LOLs. They kinda helpful too. & tat Jeremy damn funny sia. Alot of mathematics PROs in my grp too. Imelda can write damn fast luhh! Ended lesson quite early today as faci was absent. So our relief faci let us off early. Finished my RJ before leaving class.headache. Dunno wad to write! LOL. waited for yp to end then leave school tgt. supposed to meet BESTEAS, but yp & chris cant make it. So meet HIM at clementi instead. Hahahs, he say since today is my first day of lesson so wanna treat me eat LJS! hehheees! After eating, walk around, then headed home. Slept in bus! damn tired just now. But the stupid bus journey damn long luhhh. I think i slept for bout an hour & when i was awake, it haven even reach Toa Payoh! sooooooo long. Sit till butt pain sia :( The journey like bout 1hr40mins luhhhh! Sleeeppyyyyyyy. BUT i just enjoy his accompany(:

15th April 2010

2010-04-15T10:06:00.004+08:00

ORIENTATION the past three days! quite fun actually.miss my teammates as well as OGLs & SLs.hehheees.First day of lesson today! MATHEMATICS:)

anw.HIS bdae on sunday.celebrate it with BESTEAS(: went with BESTEAS to KBOX followed by dinner at AJISEN RAMEN! LOL.yummy yummy.took alot of stupid photos! laughs!wrote for him a card. hahahs. took 3hrs to complete,hehheees,nice! went tampines with mom go shopping so shun bian bought for him a KEYRING! hahahs,damn cute!

2010-04-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NG KOK WEI (:

hahahas,celebrating with him tmr!

2010-04-04T00:29:00.003+08:00

oopps.blog abit late liao.so called 'last day of work' on thurs! hehheees.abit bored.cause Gary & Mark not there.they are the jokers dere luhh.hua jie, suyi & yao yao was dere.haha.sales was quite ok tat day.end work at 930..my colleagues pass me my present.OMG.lovee it sooo muchh:) thanks SERENA TOO :)

tdy damn suay.went buy things with mom this evening,one particular idiot girl gave my mom the wrong change & when my mom approach her,she said in chinese ''old lady want to cheat young girl'' just because she thinks my mom don understand chinese! so wad if you're young. FCUK! you're the one who cheat us okay! moreover we cant even afford to buy proper meals & yet u wanna cheat our money which may mean nth to you but means alot to our family who cant even afford to pay a 2.50 meal. its okay if you don't return.you will get ur retribution in future!

ps: hope i can draw my salary tmr so tat we can at least hang on awhile :(

2010-03-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

Think my family is really financially in neeed! Guess what my mummy & i ate for breakfast. CRACKERS! that's all.great one hor! we can only afford this cheap cheap de; two dollars each. Went ntuc to buy maggi noodle plus soup stock cube to prepare for our dinner. Total cost is only three dollars seventy cents. At least we manage to save some. My mummy,sis & i ate this. Bro ate outside himself. lols. he's more richer than us. Didnt know my daddy did not have enough money for his dinner :( he came hme empty handed after work. But luckily we kept some incase anyone wanted to eat...or else he would have to starve :(

After dinner,daddy started finding for his coins which he used to collect in a container. He has never even touch one but we dint expect he would has to use it in this circumstance. He needed money for work tmr.sobs. hen sad see him looking for money but we ourselves did not have enough to help him lighten his burden :(

2010-03-31T03:51:00.002+08:00

meet him,baohao & chris at dbg! THEY WANTED TO CELEBRATE MY BDAE(: supposed to catch a movie but as the tickets were selling fast so we dint watch.anw.chris was also caught up at work & thus couldnt make it. ATE PEPPER LUNCH! though it wasnt a grand one but i still enjoy their accompany! hehheees. THANKS GUYS(:

anw.to someone.i dint please you to come.so don think too highly of urself luhh.soo fake can.don come jiu don come.i still enjoy with ONLY THEM around(: don need ur insincere wishing too(:

haish.my family having financial crisis! omgggggg.no money for food tmr! i gonna fork out everything! think eat cup noodle liao...haha.

2010-03-29T23:18:00.005+08:00

yp sms to meet me under my block saying she has smth impt to ask me.lols.afraid of pranks! but still meet her.saw only her sitting at the bench.tot wad she wanna ask me.lols.then QIUYUN appear behind me with the BDAE CAKE in her hands! OMG.really shock to seee her....never expected she was there too.hahhaas.thanks alot GIRLS! i loveee it so muchh(:

This is specially made by both of them(:

the hole is due to the candle.lols.lols.soo cute

left eye drawn by qiuyun,right eye by yp :p

tadddas! my lovely dress(:

lols.wo she bu de chi.tooo cute liao.but in the end eat le.share with sis & mummy! haha yummy yummy.there's fruits inside too!
ps: THANKS CHENQIUYUN & HUANGYIPING(:

2010-03-29T03:08:00.003+08:00

WORK! wahaha.Mark kenna bully by all of us till jialat.cause.he CREATE RUMOURS! wth.anyhow say bout me & gary just because he keep helping me.his thinking & mine diff.i also state clear myself to him ytd liao.so we're still colleagues okay.nth else.i wont step 2 boats de.hehheees.

anw.PEILING TDY LAST!sobs. she dint tell earlier.tmr she coming give back return uni.but sadded.i off.soo cant see her liao.damn gan dong.haha.she wan plann one bdae celebration for me...haha.wo she bu de ta :(

2010-03-27T02:03:00.003+08:00

goshh.lazy to blog recently.hahahas.working these few days till 1st April.hehheees,tats my LAST DAY OF WORK! cant waitt BUT i would surely misss my colleagues.hehheees.they're a grp of funny ppl.OMG.thanks for making me laugh while working the pass few mths especially GARY MARK HUAJIE YAOYAO SUYI LIXUAN & PEILING(: hehheees.anw. might be back next tym bbbut ONLY weekends! siann.i have work tmr.so cant go visit my uncle :( hopee he gets better each day :(

quite pek chek tdy.cause of ONE BACKSTABBER.but wadever,go complain our sales rap of they wan.as for me,i don care as IM LEAVING SOOON.all pretenders.nvm.i will play along till i leave.now wo ren.

talking bout pretenders,i will state clear here...honestly,i don like ppl finding me only when they neeed me.if u think u don wan find me when u have the others,don find me when they're gone! cause i wont care bout u. I'm not ur rubbish dump,get it! don do tat to ppl if u don like ppl doing tat to u. damn du lan.

2010-03-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

was watching tv initially. receive a sudden phone call from one of my aunt ard 11plus in the morning.sobs! when mummy reach hme quickly call my daddy to rushed home.waited for him then jiu rush to NUH liao....saw my aunt..SADDED! she dint talk muchh just say tat she's too upset to speak liao.....doctor ask us to be prepared.sobs..went in seee him.he looked so diff.cant imagine he's the one talking & joking with us in just less than a mth ago....sobs.see him in tat critical state i just cant stop my tears from falling :'( my daddy try call his name but he don seem to respond.I really wish this hadnt happen.i don wish to see or even hear the worst outcome :( sobs.no mood for everything! I JUST HOPEE NTH HAPPEN TO U.SOB SOB :'(

2010-02-11T00:54:00.003+08:00

HAISH! SHOULD I LEAVE OR SHOULD I NOT......CURRENTLY CONSIDERING! abit sick & tired of working with her...dint talk to her whole day after had an earful scolding from her just because IM SICK & cant go work ytd.GOOD ENOUGH.mon i sick,keep vomitting & still go work lehhh....talk to customer half way run go toilet! somemore toilet spoil neeed go handicapped de...but neeed queue up take key...walao.by tym almost throw up at my counter ar.anw.today jiu sua liao! tmr i seeeeee.if she still attitide, IM GONNA SAY THIS ''since we work tgt,u not happy, i also not happy,then goodbye,i am leaving!''
DAMN IT LUHH SHE! spoilt my whole mooood!

2010-02-03T00:40:00.003+08:00

TRULY TRULY UNHAPPY TODAY!! sobs.many things happen during work! alright! this is wad happen: FIRSTLY.Reach workplace! find fault with me the moment i step into our counter! like wth wrg with her! FCUK! she was like saying she has lots of things to do & ask me to pls automatic wipe the counter in a rude tone! BUT.in fact.she's suppose to wipe it when she come as she work earlier than me! & who the hell knows she hadnt wipe it!
SECONDLY.she ask me to check & count all the stock in the carton in storerm.this one fine! counted & tally with left over stock.IM SURE I COUNTED CORRECTLY OKAY! without checking,she scolded me thinking i dint understand wad she wants.like fcuk luhh.AM I TAT DUMB! when i counted again infront of her,then she kept quiet.so okay.sua liao.
THIRDLY.she ask me wads the jeans code.BUT.we have bout 70 over diff types of jeans! SO HOW THE HELL I KNOW WHICH SHE WANTS! my reply was: huh? which? then she said ''forget it.talk to u make me very angry.want ask u might as well i check my own!'' this one also okay,fine! i ren!
FOURTHLY.i forget to check if there were price tag on tat tee which i took out the previous day which was a SUNDAY! she scolded me.saying i wasnt serious in working.fcuk! its damn busy tat day.hw am i gonna rmbr so many things! EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES OKAY! she also always forget things & hai me kenna scolding for no reason! nvm.this i also ren cause anw its PARTLY my fault!
FIFTH.stock arrived! cant find a particular price tag.then she said why dint i tell her earlier tat don have so can go do price tag the day before.BUT HELLOO! if i knew i would already do tat day tgt WHEN SHE FORGOTTEN TO DO HERS! this quite okay,so sua.
LASTLY! finally able to go break at 6plus.GOOD ENOUGH.afraid she couldnt cope,i just went for a 10min toilet break at the same tym refill my water & quickly rush back to work hor.when im back.she in the storerm.all sensors were gone from my counter.so i tot she had already put sensor on those tees finished.i had to serve customers as well as pack outside.ALTHOUTH NOT TAT BUSY,but i did not do nth mahh.so she came out,then ask me i very busy ar.ofc i said NOPE.then she scolded me for not helping her put the sensors & say till like she's the only one busy! & said why i dint bother to check.BUT.ANY NORMAL PPL WOULDNT CHECK IF THEY SEES THEIR AREA ALL PACKED NEATLY.moreover.the sensors were kept.i tot she finished tats y its kept.but it was Gary who kept it for us.i don blame him as he dint know either. but this tym i really cant tahan liao.so i quarrel with her.she's really too much luhh! she says she has the right to scold me SINCE IM HER PART-TIMER! FCUK! who she thinks she is! damn it!
anw.my mood turn to the better after meeting my BESTEAS after tat f***** work....haha.